she say happy birthday to me just now in facebook while i making breakfast... didn't reply her either but from the record i had, she online a while and offline after say that to me... in the end i sms her and thanks her but the sms stll haven't reach her... i wonder did she switch off her phone to study or she in somewhere that no line... or she change phone number... i do'nt know... she never mention anything about her to me anymore... not since that day.....

to be honest, i want to know what she thinking? does she have me in her mind? or in her heart? sometime i just doesn't wish my birthday come... it just so pain...so lonely on this special day... last night while i sleeping i almost cry... in my heart i keep calling her name... wish she could be by myside on this special day... feel so suffering... unable to bear the loneliness... a tears came... and i fall asleep with this tears...

yee ling... i miss you alot...