This few day i been busy with my college work. just last tuesday i did my work till 4.30am only went to sleep. then the next day at 9am have to wake up for class. ya, this few day the assignment really give us alot of pressure and difficulty. don't know how to manage it properly.
this few day also the line have been cut down. unable to use my line at all. only can write mail and blog when i still in the college. all my fren are almost finish the assigment. but i still half or more than half still need to do... haizzz, really getting confuse. don't know how to write more in this assignment...
tuesday tat night... i do until i suddenly think of her. if i still contact wif her and she know i do my assingment so late she must be scolding me. same as when i still study in BAC, sometime she scold me sleep late... but that's show she concern me but i know now it must be something wont get it anymore. i still remember the mail she send to me... while she having SPM that time i still got email her even though i know she unable to reply me. same as now, but the different is it won't be the same as that time.
i really miss her a lot... the only thing that accompany me is the scaft she gave me... i wrap it around my neck when i study. it's warm... i really wan to tears... and i did tears that night. i miss her very much...
last night, the landlady asked who was the one who still on the light at around 4am. i think there isn't anyone other than me... but lucky she didn't see me tears... that's lucky. i didn't know that time she was looking at the house. anyway, as long as she didn't know what i'm doing that time is alright.
today got again i receive tons of assignment... it's really a great headache..... Yee ling, i actually wanted to sms you and ask how u doing? how is ur exam doing? and many... more than the last time when u did spm... do u still remember the one who always pray and cheer for you when u in important exam... i think maybe the one important wasn't me anymore... even though she said be4 in the past that i'm very important for her in her heart........ i wanted to .....................
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