don't know why, i getting alot of headache this day... especially when i sleep and when i wake up... this morning i'm feel so pain that i unable to wake up at all... i awake but unable to get up coz the had too pain... now i also feel the pain... already headache all day 2day... don't know wat happening to me...

maybe i'm just to stress..... all the pressure is getting together...... haizzz... dunno how long i able to bear this... hope is not long... well, nothing is more pain than my heart..... really can't stand it... need to get some sleep now... my head as if going to crack off soon...

getting more and more confuse and lost now... well, i'm already lost and loss since that day........ just that thing getting more worst..... well, rubbish always rubbish..... nothing will change when being treat like a rubbish.....