alot assignment is coming... getting more pressure..... sometime also feel frustrated. head always keep pain... as well as my heart..... i wonder how i get my wishes..... really wish to die... so suffer..... i glad atleast at here i still get some laughter, wif my fren together... but i know all this won't last long... one day, everyone will have their own road to walk...

they got their future..... i dun think i need one..... i dunno my future... dunno my dream... dunno my motive or goals.... i got nothing but my lives...... if can, i wan give my live to anyone who needed it... i dun need it... without pride, dream, and goals in my life there isn't anything worth to keep on living..... so wat if i study hard? so wat if i get rich? so wat if i successful? is this wat i wan... NO!!! this isn't wat i want... the onli simple thing i want i unable to get it.....

i thanks to those who keep on cheering me up and care about me...... thanks alot.... but sometime i feel i not worth to have those caring and cheering........ another year... maybe another sadness.... or sadness that keep on increasing...... i dun need god to help me... i need death help me... take my soul...... i dun have anything left wif me... just take my onli thing left, my lives... just take it....