2day is her birthday... i been trying to not think about it... but my mind keep think of it... since last night i purpose go out walk go somewhere wif my fren, i call them out accompany me... i dun wan at home i dun b alone and start think of it again... in the end i went home at around 3am then in the early morning i went to swim then after that i went to walk in timesquare... i went to the play she bring me when we used to be together... that is her favorite spot.. i stand there and stand and stand... after that i leave a note at there... is a msg that in my heart wanted to say to her... i dunno will she see the note... but tat's all i can do... lucky i got a fren accompany me... thanks wai shin... thanks for accompany me...

after timesqaure i went to play ball... wat i done 2day is all trying to release my pain in my heart... try to do something... it's really suffer... until i went home... it's so lonely... nobody around me... i feel so pain in the heart... i already hold my tears since lastnight till now... but i can't hold it anymore.. i start to cry... god, izzit u wan me to suffer... is that u like to see...

when a heart being take a way, there isn't anything that can be replace anymore... not anymore...